Month: July 2009

  • sentimental old fool



    SoMa by flickeruser niallkennedy

    Strangely, it was the anniversary of JFK Jr’s death that reminded me that it was ten years ago that I made a hasty move back to San Francisco — the second boing in three boings in which I’ve bounced from the Bay Area, to Ventura, to the Bay Area, and again to Ventura.

    Oh what a strange time it was. I was a refugee from a failed engagement and absolutely adrift. A job opportunity opened up at a film foundation at which two of my oldest friends toiled in San Francisco, so I jumped aboard.

    It was the tail end of the first go-go internet insanity, and I took a nonprofit job that paid less than $30,000 a year. Things got slightly better, financially, when I changed positions. But that’s the whatever part of this story. I made friends with the most wonderful horde of humans in existence. We were in an awesome clique and I was so happy. I got to reconnect with my old friends, too. Such a circle!

    The job itself was not without stress, especially toward the later times. But that first year, lordie. I worked so hard that I stopped watching TV completely. I didn’t have a permanent home. I was all shook up! Everything was new again!

    I started creating with a vengeance, riding the first crest of the neo-craft movement. I’m so grateful for that; my creative life opened wide and has never closed again.

    The party ended too quickly and the job got miserable for me, fast. There’s a certain yucky significance that my last scheduled day of work was September 11, 2001. My world crumbled and changed irretrievably in lots of ways with all that trauma. But that’s another whatever for another time.

    After my incredible time in Seattle recently, where I bonded deeply, in a freshman-dorm kind of way, with many people there, I feel deep gratitude at the people that have found me. The groups that have surrounded me. Lucky girl am I.

    My friends! Holy shit! Every last one of you: thank you.

    And a special hello to all those former coworkers that I met at that crazy place. I miss you!

  • quiltreport final: science quilt

    Science Quilt!

    The Science Quilt is done! If you’d like to read about the making process, from start to finish, you can hit the links at the bottom of the post. And there are lots of photos here.

    Recap: Last year, while working (as a civilian) in a university Chemical Engineering Department, I would pass a poster every day in the hallway. On this poster was a chart. One day, I thought hey, this chart would make a nice quilt!

    comparison of various metrics

    The chart was a part of a computation called “Capturing Phase Dynamics of Circadian Clocks.” I thought aha — the Circadian rhythm has to do with the wake/sleep cycle, and a quilt is something you sleep under!

    A mere year-plus later, and here it is, the Science Quilt!

    Science Quilt!

    The quilt pattern on top are EEG patterns of the brain during various levels of wake and sleep:

    eeg sleep patterns

    You can see the quilt pattern here a little more clearly:

    Science Quilt: pinning, chalking and quilting

    I’m very happy with it. It’s wonky and imperfect, which okay, that’s part of the point. And we can all safely say there’s nothing else like it in the entire world.

    What’s next for our Science Quilt? On Friday, I am entering it into the Ventura County Fair quilt exhibit. Then, in December, I’m entering it into a “Contemporary Quilt” show at a local museum. Wish me luck!

    Many thanks to Dr. Frank Doyle — he’s the chemical engineer who started it all. Also, much gratitude to all the Science Quilt boosters, especially Tamar, Regina, Professor Scott, Professor Roger, Shana, Kerri, C-girl, Ted, and Cloudy!

    Science Quilt!

    Update! I made a small version of the quilt, so that I could enter it into exhibits that have a smaller maximum perimeter. I almost destroyed it by some hasty cutting and binding, but my sister Annie came into town and saved the day. I have entered into two possible exhibits — one in Ventura and one in England! Wish me luck.

    Another update, March 2010! The Science and Junk quilts are making appearances starting March 14 at Museum of Ventura County’s “Becoming Art at the Seams” exhibit. I also got mentioned in the Ventura County Star. Take that, Art/Science exhibit in England that rejected me.

    Final small Science Quilt

    See more images of ALL the science quilts here!

    You can see:

  • space is the place


    Photo courtesy of  NASA Johnson Space Center (NASA-JSC)

    Hooray for the fortieth anniversary of the man on the moon. USA, USA, etc!

    (PS are you old enough to have been awoken by your parents so you could witness whatever latest space shot on TV? I am! I also remember distinctly focusing on the moon with the living room telescope in Phoenix, trying to see the astronauts hopping around during one of the later Apollo mission moonwalks. I remember my dad’s indulgent chuckle. My grasp of space and distance is about as good now as it was then. PS over!)

    I’ve been suffering from mysterious and tenacious insomnia for the past couple nights. I have been coping fine (I usually do, since I’ve had several million decades of experience with it,) but I definitely feel that I have a, well, softer hold on reality. Dreams are right behind my eyelids at all times. I’m trying to enjoy it.

    At some point in the hours that qualify as “wee” earlier today, I was watching the DVD extras for Mad Men, Season 4. As the series is set in the early 1960s, the extras include mini-documentaries about some of the historical milestones of the era.

    There’s a brief description of the beginnings of the space race, and footage of Kennedy’s speech to Congress.

    I closed my eyes for a moment, imagining how cool it all was, and how much I want to meet an astronaut. Then the footage changed — there was black and white newsreel of me, sitting on the back of convertible, waving to the crowds, in the middle of a ticker tape parade!

    So silly, I thought to myself. I don’t need to meet an astronaut. I am an astronaut!

    My eyes popped open. I had woken myself up from my dream reverie because I said “I am an astronaut!” out loud.

    And so I am. Thank you, NASA!

  • oh, god, i’m such a girl

    Why the seemingly-sudden repopularity of assigning a female trait to stupid or wimpish behavior? Maybe just because I’m attuned to it that it seems, suddenly, everywhere.

    I know it’s nothing new, sadly. But really, must you? Must I?

    Typical scenario: man shows vulnerability, skittishness, emotion, or insecurity. Other man accuses him of having a vagina. Over and over. Movies, TV, twitter, radio.

    So popular. It’s summer 2009’s version of “I threw up in my mouth a little.”

    I think the mindless repetition of these phrases, a dull imitation of “humor,” bothers me as much as the sexism.

    Reading this article from a few months ago, Five Sexist Trends the Advertising World Just Can’t Shake, gave me a start. I couldn’t remember how long I had read an editorial about sexism and the ad industry. I feel like people kind of gave up on trying to change it.

    That’s about how far I’ll go with this flavor of diatribe, out here. But I’m depressed at the giant steps backward that perceptions of women have leapt, and how little any of us (myself included) care or don’t really think about it anymore.

    Photo: Feminist fist, uploaded by Eva the Weaver. Thanks for letting me use it!

  • dabble on

    I feel like a bit of an tool to be mentioning her now, in the hope of receiving a prize, but seriously, Dot’s Dabbled website is rocking. I have added the site to the blogroll at right so that you can be sure to check her out! It’s all about “Experiments in Art, Craft & Food.” Three things that happen to be my favorite things!

    If you’re familiar with the site, please make sure to update your feed (she just moved to WordPress, woo!) If you’re not, add her, why don’t you? How can you not love someone who interviews the geek crafter The Domestic Scientist?

    I’ve also had a really great Twitter relationship with her, backing and forthing about freelance, crafting, technology, software. Good stuff.

    And that’s it!

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  • peeking in!

    Tamar sings Tainted Love

    Oops! Hi! Sorry, the summer is go-go-going. I kind of immersed myself in my new job situation from (literally) the second hour after I stepped off the plane from Seattle to this past Friday. Then the Fabulous Tamar from NYC has been visiting and, by the end of today, we will have completed the following tasks in the past 60 hours:

    • Listened to live music high above downtown whilst drinking healthy cocktails (thank you, acai berry! i am healthy now thanks to you. oh wait, i had the bloody mary. tomatoes!)
    • Shopped and shopped more
    • Hung out at a fancy beach house, hwah hwah hwah (those are rich people sounds)
    • Watched a startling and often terrifying illegal fireworks display
    • Went on a train, olde-tymey style
    • Drank wine
    • Drank champagne
    • Looked at live bees
    • Went to a dog show! The Scotty dog won the Best of Show!
    • Listened to live, Earnest-with-a-capital-E and very odd prog-rock emo punk fusion noise while trying to eat and digest Vietnamese food
    • Drank Mai-Tais
    • Drank Budweiser from the bottle
    • Sang and danced to the best the 70s and 80s had to offer at my town’s karaoke/Fellini movie/Chinese restaurant fever-dream nightclub
    • Visited an adult book store
    • Ate
    • Ate more

    Hence. Hence. Now I have to go now!