the book i didn’t read this month

Voices from Chernobyl: The Oral History of a Nuclear Disaster. I lasted two chapters. It was horrific. I’m not squeamish and have plenty of morbid curiosity but I couldn’t do it. I thought I could gain some insight to help me reconcile the events in Japan, but no. My deep fear of nuclear annihilation (thanks,…

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memorial day

My dad Jim died almost five years ago. He fought in World War II. Among his papers are letters and drawings sent to his parents while he was a soldier. Here, he recounts basic and medic training.

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make it happen make it happen

I’m not all The Secret-style gaga about manifesting good things for myself through the power of visualization and positive thought. However, I spend a couple minutes every few days trying to levitate, or (if that’s physically impossible) to have my soul-self rise above my body-self in the traditional out-of-body experience. This usually occurs when I’ve…

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start the car / i know a whoopee spot

I had high hopes for what I was going to see inside this car. Alas, not one sequined fedora nor languid snapping hand nor  swiveling shoulder to be found. I speak, of course, about the singular vision of the late great Bob Fosse. Follow me, won’t you, to view some of these classic (but perhaps…

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alcatraz

It’s the Fourth Friday Challenge for May. My friend Paul and I, both posting daily in 2011, decided to give each other a job once a month to keep things spicy. In his words, “we want to push ourselves to do something more interesting than we might otherwise.” I will put his challenge to me…

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tale of two to-dos

This is my sister’s to-do list that she created while visiting me last month. Organized, aesthetically appealing — and most importantly, all of the to-dos have been efficiently checked off. That is the way of my industrious yankee kinfolk. Let’s compare that list with this … thing. This is a bag of old, used up…

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craftorama roundup 2011

I going on the radio today to talk about crafting and quilting which are things that I sometimes do when I’m not obsessing about food or whining about my hip flexor. I am making appearance #2 on Lyn and Cyn’s Women Talk program on KKZZ. You can read/hear about the first appearance (where I talked…

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exercise in serenity

Thanks for the support in my blog’s comments and in my real life (is there a difference?) regarding the loss of my friend. Those of us who knew him are still kind of shocked and wrung out. I got the news on Saturday morning and have been sinking lower and lower as the reality gets…

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be not proud

My friend Jon died. I keep composing and deleting, composing and deleting. I’ll just try to get some stupidly incomplete and inadequate words out, and be done with it here. I met him when I was 18 and he was 19, in the dorms at Berkeley. He was weird, wonderful, odd, wild, troubled. He married…

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may-B

I got some lovely things for my birthday. I had indicated that I did not want presents but would accept consumable and libations. My friend Karin gave me a dozen bagels and a unbelievable schmear from a secret awesome bagel place out in the east county. Oh my god. So good. The flowers are from…

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